In-box, Twitter texts, Facebook
All trying to capture my interest
Going this way, then that
Leaves me feeling scattered, isolated and asking “Am I all that?”
I want to FEEL…
Feel deeply
Feel alive
Feel something
The pulse of aliveness running through me
I open the windows to let life in
The birds are singing, nature is purposely hustling
The breeze moves through what appears still
I go outside, breath in the fresh air
My senses start to awaken
I feel alive again
The air on my face
The cold breeze on my legs
My lungs expanding and contracting
As I breathe so deep
Expanding my long legs up the steep sand dune
I no longer feel alone
I feel alive, sharing life with those around me
The birds, the trees, the bugs
The sand wet in my toes
Water gushing on the shore
I feel full
Winding my way back on a muddy trail, mush under my toes
Wet, fresh, green everywhere
I feel God, life’s connected energy forces, filling me
I am happy, FEELING so ALIVE
The days wane on
My purpose feels gone
Gift my men, the fruits of my heart
Food, home and loving are my art
In a box so beautiful and contained
Yearning to feel full; it can't be feigned
Food, alcohol, do their best
To pleasure me, distract me and full fill me
Leaving me duller, fatter - yet not satisfied - I seek to be fully gratified
More, more, more - I want it all
Action, connection, depth - do I feel into others at all?
Remembering who I am - Divine Love, no gesture too small
When lost in my thoughts....
I desire to remember to plug in to Love's call
